My best friend in college used to talk about that alot. I adored Matt Smith, Why did I stupidly toss him aside to chase "gay boy" Brian, that was foolish. but admittedly Brian could ply piano better and was Drum Major. how was I to know that we both shared a love of neckties on men? for the same reasons.
anyway, I was upset that popular view has become istorted, but it s a good thing. because It was th way I naturally was, not as fat or shhh! "ugly" as real women, like in the dove commercials.
I was lucky to always be n the Desire as far as popular opinion, or rather slightly ahead of it, until I got married, but then it became popular,too also to have babies and now divorce. I cannot applaude it, just note that as reiculousas it has been it always fit me perfectly, so now ir has to be an ill mid-thirties woman with many unrequited passions and slightly bigger. I have noticed that sises are getting larger and it s easier to find shoes now, no more sie 4 or 0's for me, I'm a woman now! I will be able to shop in the woman's section now. unfortunately I am a Medium so my small cuteclothesdon't fit right, urgh!
But I'm glad to be a tall, slender girl, even if I am divorced, at least it is known that it wasn't my fault and I am notgoing to be responsible for starting or encouraging the war against families. on the contrary. I will just have to start a new one. I won't claim no big loss, but sacrifice is needed for any blessing. I know its true.
I'vealways said that wewill be required to give up what we desire most.Thinking of numerous examples in scripture and history. nothing is really lost nyway. i'll be fine in time.
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