when you have nothing to say

If you feel nothing, do nothing. Hahaha.

What is my motivation, I wondered at 4 am When My daughter jumped on me screaming
"Get up. Diapie Change! Breakfast! Get up." That's when I got up cause I realized She was.

Even the muddiest water will become clear if it is not disturbed.

Something every liar, er actor knows

You must memorize your lines to the point that it,seems as though you thought them.

stringing the right words together

I think it is like a painter trying to find the right combination of available colors to create a likeness.

I always attempt to say the right key word or something or produce a thought that will domino into recognition, but so far I have failed, but my attempts strengthen my ability and more failure only increases my chances for the probability of a success.

Maybe I was getting too close to having a breakthrough advantage, it explains "Why me?" When everything points to success. Even teachers used to wonder why I didnt have greater "success" when I had everything to be the next big thing, yet I had no desire. I told myself that was why. But, the thing I did desire to be I fail miserably at...

Patience v. Procrastination

I really need a blog called my soapbox, so that I do not to give my ranting a spin to fit a catagory.

There is a difference between patience and procrastination. I the first place they are spelled differently, which means that different words were created to accomodate the practices. We are taught to think of things in finite means. So, there is a time to do things Once that time passes it is too late.

If something is important to us we do not put it off and claim it is a virtue and anyone else who wants to progress is obviously in need of patience.

So many things create a great pattern of how to recognize love. It would make a wonderful Scooby Doo movie or episode where in the reveal we see how the backbone of everything was always love.

I am watching a video on Patience right now and it is not a difficulty of mine, a lot like brother Beckstrom explained how paying tithing just wasn't a hard thing for him to do.

The flute

This anecdote or notion was formed in my head courtesy of Natalie Bradley yesterday. But, it is quite the yielding game.

Would you study the flute for years including private lessons and finally major in it as principle study, but when asked to perform for an audition be forced to admit that you never actually touched a flute.

shakespeare

I  have had a long time to think about this so it will be less of a process and fewer words, though they haven't been picked yet.

I do not think it a coincidence that so many great writers claim Mississippi as their home, nor do I consider it a coincidence that I fell in love with the English Language, namely Shakespeare, at Ole Miss, which is in Oxford, MS.

It is funny to remember two things 1) my teacher considered me her project when I commented that Katheine had the right idea in learning her place in "the taming of the shrew". I was supposed to be learning the value of women having a voice. and 2) one of ny projects in Shakespeare class was to rewrite and perform a piece and I missed the rehersals and other meetings so I stayed up all night worrying about my grade and contribution, so I wrote incidental music to be played before and after the performance mainly. and I wrote a report on the uses and function of such music at the time. It was seen as brilliant. Really,it was like a tv sitcom and It wasn't really intended to be incredible nut that tends to happen mmore on accident then on purpose.