Friday, May 27, 2022

it occurred to me why being the first is best

I was looking at the faces of young people on an ad. They were cartoons, and I thought, of course, why reinvent the wheel. Enough photographs have been taken that one need not find and hire a person to create a likeness or cartoon or anything.

My mind took off with that notion. It's all been done, no need to redo it. That made me think about how much I disagreed or wondered at all the interpretations of various poetry in college that gave the notion that one created art to endure...like a sculpture or something. Even in the movie "Annonymous" as the works of Shakespeare are taken, an argument happens between Ben Johnson and Edward's wife to the effect that the only way any of them will continue to exist is because her husband wrote it down.

This just couldn't be the reason things were created. Look at the pyramids in Egypt.  I refuse to believe so much effort was put into the effort of enduring there's more to it. I did not ever create music or art in hopes of living on through it. Oh dear, now my head is playing that song from the movie, "Titanic" so, that is the notion that mankind gives for families, too. We live on forever in our legacy. Yeah, well that may be where it started but my idea was that similarly we do not want to become successful because of the originality of our ideas, but it will, like thousands of Superman cells vying for a chance to be the next human if our creations are not original they will not likely continue, like photos taken and then copied in each form until the only original to exist is one that was true and lasted.

It reminds me of a quote I hate, "You will find it in the last place you look." Duh, why would you keep looking for a thing if you already found it?

When a wheel is needed inside a future device, it is not likely, one will say, "Now let's invent a tool that is round and completes it's task with each turn. I know, I know! Something like a wheel! A wheel? Oh yeah, it has already been invented. We will use that!

Thursday, May 19, 2022

temptation

Temptation is a thing on my mind alot these past few weeks as I try to change my lifestyle (repent) by not eating. I use an intermittent fasting timer app that tells me when eating is forbidden, and honestly, I can feel it effecting my bodily wants. Like now, I ought to be rejoicing with food, but I ate a bit and am full and honestly do not even want anymore. I think this will be a change for the healthier. The real struggle is not when I can eat, cause then I do not feel like it, but the struggle is the temptation to just taste things. And this has been my real struggle,not a physi al one at all, but my need to depend on my spiritual strength a great deal more,  well that, and my son who always tells me, no. Do not eat it, mom, you will be unhappy.

OK, so back to temptations, my greatest enemy is my thoughts, they can rationalize Anything and make great arguments for just sampling a bit, at one point one of my kids was  even trying to show love by giving me a teensy peice of a thing I really love. I was reminded of Jesus Christ and how he was tempted several times and I want to be like Jesus, right. Ofcourse I do! So, I tell myself things I would tell him to help strengthen him, and it works. Putting things in that perspective makes me so strong....it is like our Sunday School teacher mentioned in her assessment of why Miriam was plagued with leprosy when Aarron wasn't, she thought it was alot like the way we feel about our loved ones when they suffer, it is so much harder to watch them suffer than to actually take the suffering on ourselves.
So, since temptation was on my mind, I applied it to another popular occurrence where women feel so impowered and as standersby we cheer it on... really? So, I am woman, hear me roar. I am good enough to deserve the best, and no one ought to stand in way. Hmmmm. It just seemed to me like Satan was winning that consciousness over. As he usually does, by mixing a teensy element of dishonesty with mostly truth. As we are all dazzled by the truth we allow a foot in the door, and before you know it, motherhood is abandoned. Now, no mother would ever purposefully choose themselves over their children, but that is what is allowed to happen because they are tempted in ways they were not expecting. 
I think of Jesus being tempted to turn stones into bread. Bread is good. Our bodies need it! It's not like he was tempted to steal a Loaf of bread from a starving child, it was a stone...no one would be hurt, right? I love what Jesus said in reply, he just side stepped that whole issue and reminded Satan that man does not live by bread, alone.
I wonder if that sort of thing happens far too often. I recall a friend trying to get me to smoke a cigarette and she promised me that no one else would ever know or be harmed by my choice. Regarding the success driven woman, it is perhaps an issue not of if anyone would be hurt or know so our Savior still side stepped the whole issue by reminding us that, "No success can compensate for failure in the home." (Harold B. Lee, on an old phone book cover in Ellijay, GA)

Friday, May 6, 2022

double knitting

A totally new idea here, what about reversible hats and scarfs, combined with fair aisle colorwork would be worth learning/doing.