Worth

I was thinking about value and some great ideas were generated.

I figure ultimatly demand plays the ultimate role cause a thing may be scarce, but if no one wants it, it is not valuable.

That is true thinking about me and how entirely rare and impossible to duplicate I am...

Focus

I know that my focus should not be explaining ideas!

Focus has many useful examples. In our education we are to chose a focus and are assigned an advisor to help us do so, because Naturally, I did not want to focus. But, my father explained that by choosing a particular area to master and come to understand at a deeper level we will be able to understand the deeper levels in other things around us.

My father will make an incredible master of a world. He is the most,amirable of men in wisdom and in music. I bet there is no coincidence in that.

This morning it was a thought about news papers and how the best way to stay aware would be to focus on learning your new information through one source.

I think men are purposely wired to not be able to consider everything at once so that they would come to understand the greater complexities by choosing a singular focus.

I am not a good example of focus, because I am what is known as a jack of all trades, master of none. Because, like happens in relationships, I am fascinated too easily and bored too easily.

In college, I worked around the system put in place to guide me and took all sorts of classes that interested me instead of focusing on one. Then, on Twitter, I try for diversity of sources to follow instead of looking for the diversity in one. Maybe, I will do over.but, why does it feel like I am talking about killing others just to stop following them all to allow me to focus on those I do. Infact, if I follow wisely, I can still stay current on all information.

Same conclusions

Let me start by saying that no matter how I start off thinking I always end up at the same conclusion.

Ok, I was thinking an entirely random thought. I was exploring my memory taking a fun filled adventure through my past and I got caught up on a thought, well, it triggered another memory and soon, I was sensing a solution, or trying to find one, which I always do, although I never start with any problem in mind.

I did not have a list of usual suspects this time, but only one, and I thought, "No, now my subconscious is learning how to infiltrate my thoughts to come up with the desired conclusions." but, you know it is a way to achieve peace so I ought to be happy to have a solution, but instead I think it was tampered and I only combined two scenarios because I wanted to think that I only had one solution, because I had decided to only choose the right from now on, but what if there is no choice? When I keep coming to the same conclusion it would be like always winning every time when playing a game of chance, suspicious.

My mind just wants an answer, so it tries to convince me that I have made many choices and they all failed and so I have this problem. Well, if there honestly was no choice then no action would be required, right? but, there is required action which is a choice.

My son just offered his validation to a very corny pun. He is laughing quite hard now, I feel like my humor is wasted. I ought to have stayed with simplicity. Well, he will grow up, and maybe he will remember my jokes and laugh, but I really need to accept a conclusion, even if it is the one I always wanted all along anyway.

Neglect

I am so sorry I have neglected you, my dear blog, life was pushing my geeky buttons and my computer is slower than it should be to perform the tasks as they exist today.

On another note, I figured out how to streamline my life even more. First, think of your biggest regret. Got it? Ok, now that is your only priority. Eliminate it. It is sort of the way the early saint stopped focusing on other matters to deal with the building of the train tracks and then everything else fell into place. That is very much how it was with my hair that was holding me back, he he, what was holding my hair back? No, sidetrack. My hair was so hated that it was making me miserable, so when I cut it, I stopped hating and realized I loved me and that if I love me others will love that. So, in a sense everything else fell into place from addressing one thing. I think that would be true if we could eliminate the drawback which we call our biggest regret.

I really do not regret much, but one thing I do regret others have noted how miserable it makes me and I wonder, for real, what I could do with all of the energy I spend on coping.

Often enough to note a trend

I have to bite my lip cause I want to say, "How on earth can you be so constantly wrong?" Because if you can't say something nice then don't speak. So, I won't I cannot let it fester and bring me  down, so, I'll write it. He may not be always (mom and dad say it is bad to use the words always and never cause, for sure you will be lying) wrong, but he is more often than anything else, wrong. To the point I can call it a trend.

He tells others what I prefer or gives my opinion on a thing, but he is way off. But to maintain harmony, I say nothing. But, how can he be so completely wrong when he is supposed to be the one who knows me best. He seriously knows about nothing, if he really believes that I hate the cold or like the house to be above 72,degrees. I wonder if he mistakes me for his first wife sometimes. I swear if it were not for the children, it would be a no brainer to just leave.

Ok, I am writing all of this out of anger. I will feel better after sometime passes supplying distance between me and this nonsensical rage. Really, such a petty matter to consider drastic measures. But, that is how most people do act. The visible reaction doesn't have anything to do with the problem that seems to have caused it. I am not typical people. I am me. I will deal with my issues and will be happy because I did.

The worse thing for any relationship

The worse thing for any relationship is idle time even if you are vehmently disagreeing right now, so what, hear me out. That person you like to "do nothing" with might not like doing nothing with you, and might prefer something or consider your nothing something.

If the prophet is really the mouthpiece of God then even God has said that we ought to fill our time with recreational activities.

And your marriage must endure a long time, and in my experience, the best way to endearing a person to you to make them invaluable is a matter of creating memories. Do you really want to be remembered doing nothing?

Even the deepest infatuation will wane over time if not nurtured. My son has an inkling of this and so he tries to mend any bad feeling the instant it arises.

I have also noticed that too much time to consider anything changes it. So, it would be best to stay active and not allow such time as is required to reconsider a choice once it was made.

My final assertion is that those who I spend the most time with I grow to love the most. And even when I am not with everything reminds me of them. It is a cycle that we wish to spend our time with those we love, and we love those we spend our time with.

It seems like time is the universal currency.