Trust

I put a titke of TRUST because that us what it boils down to every time my thoughts are followed to extremes before jumping ship at the last minute.

That wasn't a riddle.

Imagine you are playing something akin to hunger games. I always in any situation, try to figure a way one can perhaps ally themselves while appearing to win or loose properly, as expected, by the viewer.

Like trying to solve the riddle allowing everyone to win something. This includes the outside observer. But, the only way to allow everyone to win is by trusting eachother.

I get upset because I love movies and plays, but it is because I believe the fake things, and want to believe the things I thought were true really were. I realize they are all performed stories, the only represent a person acting sad, or happt whatever. So when they create cause and effect, I am sucked in and I take from it, a truth that never was, and it hurts a bit because I feel betrayed or tricked.

I suppose I always carry with me a notion that will not believe, but maybe unconciously, I am creating nueral pathways. For instance, yesterday night, I was watching a documentary that said a thing about discoveries at Abydos, Egypt. And I cried out that is exactly what Michael Shanks said. Although true. I meant that was a thing a fictional scientist named Daniel Jackson believed.