Usually, having a working title before I start unloading my thoughts helpsto keep them from drifting too far off topic and sort of centers the things I allow myself to wander verbally to.
But, I have a strong need to unload and I honestly do not know what will pour out beforehand.
I am at the verge of allowing an action result from years of thinking. But, it has been a gradual reaching of a point. Like the straw that broke the camel's back. The world will only observe a consequence and find an explination that comes quickly and easily, but a lyric that plays/fits is " they say still waters run deep and you're no exception to the rule." And I think of the movie Inception. And do not foolishly think any one frustration was a sole motivator. Oh, I got it! The best way to explain it is a tid bit from a My Little Pony episode where terrible weeds sprout all over canterlot, and when asked if he was behind it, the bad guy (who is now good, sorta) feigns innocent acting surprised, but letting on to more in saying something to the effect of "yeah, strange. Those seeds should have sprouted years ago." That is the best way to explain my notion. My action will have resulted from cumulative cause over time. Which final straw may be removed but the sentiment has not.
Likewise, it has taken considerable time for me to accept something as true although no particular thing has changed, my perception of it has allowing and even describing how I feel about it. I can see the good cause behind my unhealthy obsession and now all that remains is the good cause.
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