Merging theory

I think everyone chooses the glasses through which they will see the world. It is not that what is is ever different or that a brain is different, but the means of "testing the water" is different. I thought of this because I was considering the people I actually chose to obsess over. And how I see everything in terms of that person, for good or bad...

Next, I thought about how we cannot remember anything from a preexistence to the point that we might question how we know it ever was. Next, I chose to, and it is a thing we all chose, the vessel by which we would sink or sail through life. It just has to have significance. We all want to believe, especially whenever we fail, that it is just a process of becoming and we assume that we must have been much greater. I do that when I rember myself prehospitalization. Because, I cannot do a thing I only pit my memory against what is and I normally remember myself the victor. I, for example, remember myself as incredibly beautiful, strong, able to do almost anything, but truthfully, that I fail has not ever changed. Likewise, I probably was a failure in choosing a body, and that is playing itself out although I deny it with some great theory to explain away anything unpleasant.

My theory is that our perspective at the time we chose our bodies was such that we knew what we would need, and probably we saw mortality as such a tiny, almost insignificant amount of time that even if our choice might not make us happy at that point, it was only temporary. And others would share our thoughts, and yet others would want to chose a body that would be admired when they lived on the earth.

Mormons also believe that the same body we have in mortality we will have forever and that we wanted one because, get this, someone else had one, mom. We wanted to have a body, too. Excuse me, I am likening bodies to fidget spinners and laughing.

Um, was my theory even explained well enough to consider it later? I hope so.