Ok, so I have previously mentioned coming to the conclusion that my spiritual or intuitive side is much stronger than my mental or logocal side, this became more obvious to me as I watched a video about controling or methods to minimize temper tantrums in small children.
My children are older and I survived that stage, I was stil interested, and considered if a thing was true then it was worth kniwing, plus, I am almist certain the tantrums do not cease it is the law of conservation of tantrums, they are merely less obvious and are transformed, sort of how we still worship idols, huh? Alright, I jumped back on that train of thought as it passed, it was all figurative, as dreams usually are.
"Is it you?"
"What did you mean when you asked 'Is it you?'"? She explains that her manager told her that one day a man would come into her life and..."well, is that a man you shoild be afraid of?"
That was on my mind from "Somewhere in Time"I will proceed to sort it out as it will make sense in terms of percieved problems.
A childrens book was not about issues that we struggle against, but was about Dragons. Do you see the metaphor? In this story the "dragon" is ignored because it does not exist, right? The dragon grows and grows causing all sorts of problems (reminds me of the short story I wrote about a dinosaur egg that was recovered and it hatched titled "Last Year". It was about a dinosaur but was actually about resolutions getting out of hand. I was only 12 years old). I love how this man's mind works, in talking, he mentioned dreams and how they are a means of communication between what we call our sub concious (the part of us that does the thinking when we don't think) and concious mind. Often the dreams present a "dragon" or obstable that it sees but has not seen a solution yet and is sort of asking for a colaboration. Until I heard that, I had chalked up my one dream as most peculiar, though I did not think of it much because it simply made no sense. We should not read much into dreams, right?
In my dream, it was confusing because I thought I wanted a thing, but in a fictional, anything goes and no one really knows anyway, place I did not do the thing. It reminds me of that movie when Christopher Reeves asks if he should be feared. This was my subconcious pointing out a potential problem and wanting a solution, but my concious mind. First off denies any such problem as way too farfetched and impossible anyhow, and the very moment I allowed such a possibility (not likely, mind you) I thought so what? There is nothing scary about this? Until last night when I watched the video I realized "Oh, duh. Yeah, that would be a problem. I ought to figure that one out." My thoughts are like a little child and they are very slow to realize and figure things out. My subconcious figure this this would be problematic years ago when it was still small and manageable. Ofcourse, I think of the movie "Inception" I just have not applied it yet.
My thoughts have moved on to a new topic entirely, I better just wrap this up..
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I need to clarify what actually happened in my dream.
I was talking casually with a friend when I realized that I was not even looking at the person, which is a thing I make my children do. So, I looked up and saw it was someone I did not expect. I became very short and less personable, but never rude. It is just that this person was,unexpected and I wanted to gaurd what I said. But, upon waking I was so furious at myself for not using the opportunity, sure it was fictional, but I was completely free to say or do whatever I wanted, cause it was my world. The thing I value more than anything else is being comprehended. This was a person, one of the only ones who I believe would understand me, and I could have at least imagined it, and been at peace, instead I didn't. Well, why the heck not? Is this someone I should be afraid of, aparently my subconcious thought so, but why didn't I even play along with that opportunity? Urrgh!
Often I have wondered would I do differently if given the chance again? I have tried to give myself the chance, but alas, my dreams are pretty realistic and grounded. And people becoming someone else is not even dreamable apparently.
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