high time

for me to make a new post with my new keyboard. so, here goes;

I have decided to get my own life back, I must first get an apaartment, then a job, then a bank account and then I can buy my own car, a better one that I love.

next, I will make a few trips to Utah before I commit to go there for good.

I have backed off of my idea of going to medical school. Maybe I'll decide again to go but right now I cannot afford it.

There really is no reason why I shouldn't mary Nicholas, if he asks. I had some weird ideas, but I conquered them and I'm figuring things out now. He sent me cool picture of the Logan temple yesterday and I put it on my desktop. It's so white and lighted up so pretty! Pure lovliness! I am so lucky to have such a friend.

I was kinda waiting for LeAnne to give her opinion, but times a wasting, and a descion needed to be made. I think everyone will be happier about it, though I'm not sure. I guess wwe just have to act and figure things out later. in one of my poems I said, "I cannot fear for he loves me, and my heart will never allow me to make a mistake." I think that if mY choices in wrong I will find that unassumingly out but making a choice, no making a choice might save me from consequence, but I'll never learn anything. Not good.