Endurance?

Well, I have a life, and don't really have a good choice. life or death. I choose each day to live another day, oh how stoic of me, huh? Well, my friend Matt Smith said that he was glad that I was alive, so I feel a bit better about my choice, even though I am angry at feeling powerless, I get upset because of my situation, I want the kids, but the fact of the matter is, no one has been honestly done any favors, I would be happily divorced and taking care of my children right now if my parents hadn't interviened. So I'm powerless stuck here, under a "temporary Parenting plan" That is going on three years, and I still have no rights and my parents got custody with me saying that I live here, It really angers me, but it had to be done for the kids, and my parents pretend to be all wise and say that they are here to help me, yeah right, the only time I believed that was when I was so sick I had to just nod cause I was powerless, but even my husband knew what lengths I went to to get free of My parents, then he takes me back when he promised to keep me, and care for me.

I wonder if I have any Legal case here. we have some proof that he Vowed to care for me, then ditched me. It makes you wonder why some laws can be broken, but others cannot. I will get some alimony or something. I don't wish to cause him grief or pain, but he has caused me tons of it, at the drop of a hat. Looser (making sign n my forehead at him). bed time, I'll write more later, I'm too upset right now, its the issue with Brooksie and my dad trying to take over everything. I want to chew up nails and spit them out like bullets.