unexplained was understood

 Time is the final dimension because it is the last "Place" you would look.

                "... I long to tell you, only you. .... 

                                          from "One Unexpected Moment" by Melissah

I need to work on perfecting my image, I have thought to highly of being honest at the expense of appearance. My old college professors tried to explain how it worked to me, and I remembered the sad existence of the most beautiful and refined girl on campus, and I instantly upon hearing about her struggles for perfection decided that although I hoped for perfection I had limits, and would achieve it by and by not just the one facet of it, appearing so. But, I relistened to "Fancy" by Reba McEntire, and realized that we only get one shot to make a first impression, though I believe in second chances.... return to first thought, and how things only exist once if on adds time to the situation, This existence is all about dealing with time, who doesn't struggle a bit at such a limitation. I want to thrive and wise people suggested that we become first in idea then in fact. I suppose we appear greater than we are because that is our goal. I need to start appearing more as I intend to.

Lastly, and slightly unrelated, ok, the only way that it relates is that I thought it as well. My thought is that forgiveness, like everything expected of us, is modeled first. Of course we will forgive, because mistakes are part of growing, and if we were already perfect we would be complete and not need forgiveness. God allows his choicest children to make the gravest mistakes because of the amount of trust in them.

Note to self: Remember what would have seemed impossible before? Don't give up, everyone is accountable for what they know, and can handle. You were absolutely not ready for the things you wanted when you got them.