a new perspective on autophagy - hard to understand

I was contemplating I am...as is before Abraham was I am. Often, I ponder on the trinity and how sensible it would be to conclude three being in one body...and I thought of how Jejovah even told those who spoke with him that he was the father, and then as I was thinking about the approach of thought  I thought "well, there's another truth point to Kabalah." It was that doctrine that teaches all are a part of the divine. All are shattered pieces of God, and that made the name "I am" make sense, as it made sense to the Hebrew s when Moses said that he was sent by I AM. 

Auto meaning self, phagy is consumption so, if we are but parts and this life is about returning according to Mormonism one third of God was lost. In Autophagy, cells so far lost they are or greater worth to be consumed for the energy the posses. If we know Jehovah then we know the father. It is a type to fast then, and cleanse fatty parts and thereby perfect outselves, and sensing self as part of a larger organism is a thing to ponder and consider what we are intending. And, I was thinking of a story where part if autophagy is the preparation when the whole mechanism needs to be aware of the DNA or purpose of blueprint to know what isn't essential.