new conclusion

I have always avoided it cause it seemed evil and lazy, but the people weren't and never were, infact they seemed fortunate because, it is like the nurse told me at vanderbilt, it was a snapshot and although others appeared saintly, the dinner was headed for something. My nurse had MS and pushed me in a wheelchair, but said that in time she would deteriorate and I was rapidly improving everyday.

I want to be on the side that has a future that is full of potential, and is in need or being convinced. All my life I have taken the high ground always trying to lift others up, but, I have not arrived. There is a tier higher than me but I am not progressing. Now, I must admit, the final stepis where most failure occurs. Maybe clinging on for a bit longer would mean success. I am just tired of convincing and want to be convinced.

Yesterday, at an openhouse, the coolest thing was read. It was from the Scriptures, the very thing that holds the mysteries of God for mankind. Ok, so it was a parable of Jesus Christ. And have you evernoticed that those who are invited to the supper have excuses, valid ones, so the ones who attend and benefit the most are those who need the most. Well, I would rather be the needy than the one too busy to accept an invitation...