ambition and espionage

Lately, I have been creating a new paradigm to explain my choices and what they will be. While I was watching "Downtown Abbey" the movie and thinking about, among other things, how we are all pawns being manipulated by others and how so much of life can only begin after we no longer take part. One thought, to explain my unlikely obsession, was to recall ancestors who though descended from Kings and queens were commoners and seek out their due, add to that the ambitions on my mind of the Imudeans and their desire to create a different kingdom, and how even that is all made possible by the Gospel I have learned through the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. So, either it is completely true and thus applies to anything even things I make up, if they are true.

     Recently, I was caught up thinking of conspiracy, possible conspiracy and espionage, and I wondered if we take our desires and addictions with us after we die.... Pause to consider my use of the word us, as if we are the spirit, not the body.... So, it makes sense that ancestors would have ample time to plot and scheme to get their desired results like Heathcliff did in "Wuthering Heights".