As I age, I thought I was maturing because I was less free verbally in public. But, as I get fat and try to exercise I realize it isn't maturity, it is just a thing that has always been hard, but used to be easy for me.
I never realized what things I did vecayse they were merely life for me. Even things I did last year seem way to hard to impossible to do now, like shoulder stands or thousands of situps. But, these things were effortless for me and I stopped doing them because I saw no effect. But, ise it or loose it.
I used to be a very open and candid speaker and I considered my increasing fear of saying a wrong thing, as just being more aware and aging, but it is just thst I stopped doing it and lost what I had and now must rebuild.
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