Saturday, January 31, 2009

No more I love yous

Obviously saying "I Love" doesn't convey the meaning I mean. It really mkes you think about all of your perceptions. I wrote a poem about the word love once, anyhow, I use it too much and have inflated it so that now it is become unuseful in its deflated state. I want to simply say " I love reese's. " but aside from the ET jokes i must use another more neglected word, to be fair. I esteem them, and find great pleasure in their consumption.

Here's the story: I bought a picture from ebay and put it on my wall. my daughter saw it and said who is that? I said, "oh, it's Tal Bachman. I love him." I meant that I esteem him and his thoughts and use the poster to remind me of who I can become, buut my daughter went home to her dad and told him that I had a picture ofmy boyfriend on my wall, innocently when he asked about my posters i told him that I had a poster og Tal on my wall, that's when things got escalated. It lead to accusations of adultry even, with something so harmless, but to Brandall, he always felt threatened by my obsession with musicians, Namely Tal and Kevin Montgomery. he even told my parents that I only married him because he looked like Tal. ok, being fair, Tal Bachman is very attractive, but if he were dog ugly I wouldn't care. IT is his mind and such that interests me, and his keen use of talent. I see him as a kindred spirit. I know to alot of you, it seems like a delusion, but I only think he got lucky. I do not esteem his talent over my own. I do not belittle myself to hero worship him, only I see his sucess as what mine could've been. oh, I digress.

I am going to try to not take the easy route and say love, I'll show deeper appreciation by generating my own words no, not new words, to describe how I feel about things.
here are two songs for appreciation if you are still trying to understand what I mean:



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