Start each day with prayer and repent.
It was the key to life.
This morning, my thoughts are filled with a trait that I desperately want to repent of. I have this feeling like my ideas are so important for everyone to hear, and top that off with my waning memory the urgency increases, so it seems like I am not listening but blurting and interrupting. I hate it. There are a few things that have helped me:
1) My dad's comment supported the one I had been listening to in my head, "some thoughts and ideas are just for you." And that REALLY helps being so frustrated at my inability to communicate thoughts.
2) Many times, I feel the urge or urgency but, I remain quiet, and every single time, the very thoughts that I had was shared by another. This reminds me that the burden is not solely mine, if something needs to be said, it will be and others need the chance of solidifying ideas through saying them outloud.
3)My son desperately needs to be uninterrupted and merely listened to, and I learn so much by doing so.
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