Oh my goodness, that little voice in my head was so much more wise than I ever gave it credit for... I used to think it simply was me, but I am silly and stupid and when it tells me a thing is true, I sort of laugh, cause I "Know" better. It was aninteresting thing for me to consider yesterday I listened to someone reading the book of ecclisiates and Solom in his grear wisdom often referred to things that his heart told him, we often, I called that sort of heart-felt thinking, my emtions, or what others call a conscience or a "gut" feeling. I recalled hearing that in fact the Egyptians thought the thoughts of a man happened in his heart, and so my struggle for truth was my head vs. my heart, but combine a touch of life experience and being aware of the expressions of others, and trying to understand why I felt drawn to a certian ideology, actually multiple "truths. And actually, I realized that it is all the same ideas and that little voice threw a bitty party and explained to me hoe it had been trying to show me that truth just simply is, and I am going to have to piece it all together regsardless where I find it. Also people are so extremely different and each one is precious and so myths and traditions are created to teach them their path to the truth in a way they will recognize, amnd with ,many other subjects I sort of find myself n the outside of all of them and yet embracing all of them, sort of the way we call someone the jack of all trades master of none..... ok, I need to go get stuff done... or I would say more, maybe later.
I am back, a day has passed but mty mind still dwells on this topic, and although, my big thought for today was that we need to act and not for the ideal timing, it all meets in my thoughts. What if one was trying to decide between accepting things as they seem forever or as they are? The most important thing that keeps occurring to me... side track, I am thinking of a scene from the movie Inception where a group of people come to "dream" their life away, and it poses the question if the dream or awake is the truth. ok, now to my big recurring idea, Well, it would be easy to convince people to stay and deal with things that they already know while a promise can only be hoped for that the prize behind door number 3 is better, but we are constantly told that it is. ok, so my thought was that part of convincing would be using the percieved reality to define what will be, and one could always be correct. Infact, a failure would be correctly predicted meaning, that door could metaphorically been explained open and empty, or as Pascal suggested in his wager, it really doesn't matter, one could believe even while being proved through a limited means, wrong.
It is impossible through "Mortal" or "Physical" means to comprehend truth, and it is unlikely it was ever understood by any creation except only the time it was given to know, but I expect truth cannot be retained hence part of the Godhead is a spirit which can visit a man though never become him... sidetracking, cause matter cannot be created nor destroyed and matter is only desire that needs to meet point b before the conclusion which cannot be comprehended let alone thwarted.
ok, I have things to accomplish outside of my thoughts.
I have some things to record that I read tis morning which will be understood according to your perception:
many of whom are truly humble and are seeking diligently to learn wisdom and to find truth.
And inasmuch as my people abuild a bhouse unto me in the cname of the Lord, and do not suffer any dunclean thing to come into it, that it be not defiled, my eglory shall rest upon it;
Add that to the notion that in order for us to be ever joined with truth, we need first to be united, It is a sort of "Long con" meaning the intent was to find truth, but to find it, we needed to sort of form a plan to reach it, and that plan is hard to see the larger picture of. here, let's say in order to have parts that choose, there must be a speration (I am moving backwards) ya da ya da. Each seperate part must choose to be united but we do not even have seperate parts yet, and so much must be accomplished to reach each simple step, during this time, the goal is lost because focus was placed on each individual goal. As I was reading this morning, I could see that so many steps have been taken, and last of all a home needed to be built so that truth could be found, if sought for, upon the earth. And that is a very important step that must needs happen, but even that will not allow anyone to find truth... Uniting together, and a thing I had scratched my head wondering about alot: Jerusalem needs to put on her beautiful garments...ahh, "low bridge everybody down"
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