not included

I took very good notes again of the general women's conference, but there was a very profound thing I never even mentioned. It made the largest impression on me, as it has been on my mind a lot.

There is a reason it was not included. It was a time when I was so intrigued that I stopped typing and was absorbed in just observing. It was not prepared "talking", well, it was a video. Talking about how much impact one woman made on others, and these others were trying to explain it, ends up the woman they were reffering to was a woman behind the camera (as is the typical place for the wisest one) and she commented how the person they were describing sounded unreal infact she really wanted to know who on earth this super woman could be. She sounded like someone everyone would want as a friend. Boy, was she shocked when she found out it was her.

At first, I thought, oh yeah, how realistic is it that everything would just,happen in a way that it would make a perfect video. They were actors and no doubt used fancy equipment, etc. But, then I told myself to look beyond a bit, like people who criticize the logistics of the Book of Mormon. That misses the point. The idea was born somehow and likely effected others for so much good. I support that!

What was not mentioned is how badly I wanted to be that kind of person and I always feel like a court jester running around trying to figure what is. One person said how this person just loves me even with no reason. I love that!

Bedtime.