nearly there

Life. 

*Sigh*

Taking tests for study a peculiar thing came into my thoughts. Actually, the thought has been developing as a result of all of my choices of study and experience, but it forcefully asserted itself, sorta how taking a testis a way I learn so I love getting things wrong, I never get that same thing wrong again because my attention is focused on what kept me from getting things perfect. 

Likewise, the test I have been taking was submitted and returned with corrections, and I definitely want my life to be perfect, but I am just about ready to repent and attempt that perfection again.

It is a Long Run. Not a speed race, thank goodness. This morning I was thinking about Sherem. Who? Oh, some guy who convinced a lot of people that he was write and he tried to prove how foolish faith is, but asserting that it was misplaced and said that he could prove it to them. He said that if there was a God then he would be able to give him a sign. Ha ha ha so he got it in a way that he knew that there was a God, and he tried to tell others, but it was useless. At least he knew, right? Well, he died. So, about him, I thought about the concept of deathbed repentance, or how it might not even do me any good to know what is true if I do not live to repent.

Still, more is involved than just me. Yesterday, I stumbled on a very insightful article that most of all, it taught me what my true place is, and what my actual obligation is. And that is what governs my choices not laws and structures of feigned accountability and honor....more later..