just taking a pause break to record a thought

It was an unexpected occurrances, it happened, (it being a thought), when a lecturer was explaining the two types of memory. My first thought was that perhaps the unconscious memory is what is what I consider eternal. Ok. Then an example was shared of a man who had brain damage to the point that he had absolutely no concious memory. I recalled seeing this dude and thinking it surely was an act, but it was proven he was legit like Dory (on Finding Nemo, the Disney cartoon). But, a task was given him each day, which he had no recollection of doing and yet he would improve by the repitition. It was like lightening struck me. That is what is missing in my lack of improvement. I practice and practice and practice but each time my performance is as if it was utterly new. I decided a while ago this was muscle memory failure. I simply lacked the ability to communicate with my muscles properly. BUT, then the lecturing guy explained this situation proved undeniably that there are more memory sources and though one did not work (the concious my memory in this case) the other obviously did. I thought, "well, yeah, his unconscious memory was being used to record eternally significant tasks." Pause the video.

You seeing what I am? Maybe I am being subtly encouraged to go work on other traits because those talents were already perfected and I am entirely misdirected in seeking success....blah, blah, blah...