Just a few thinky things in my head this morning

Just as the Savior will have another time on this earth where hre will rule and reign and all of that stuff (which i am not sure he will enjoy necessarily) which will be better than being tortured and crucified. And his work of atoning is done! so similarly will thing be for us minus the reigning and atoning part. The point is that we can expect all of our due consequences though maybe not as soon as we might prefer. God does keep his promises. In fact he is bound when we do what he asks.

Always follow the voices beneath makes me think of Cain and the choices he made I sincerely asked if he would be forgiven and if the good in him might one day come out triumphant. but this lyric combined with a Fringe bit about someone removing as part of their brain to stop becoming who they must like the idea of Snow White in Once Upon a Time having Prince charming removed from her thoughts as a solution it has other consequences. the task is not to unknow things. but to know and still hope. that is the whole point of mortality to know things and willingly choose the good even if the bad seems better and we cannot unknow things once we know them. That seems very unappreciative to Atonement. The point is that this lyric from Mordred's Lulaby impressed me to conclude that although some are offered the chance to change they are simply not strong enough to endure with the knowledge they have let alone the things they might know which would definitely crush them so unbelief is a sort of protection. Cain is not punished  out of anger but love.

I keep thinking about how in every choice there is one that we should choose and our witness never comes until after the trial of our faith.

I want to make a journal of hymn uh that sounds misleading. It is a memoir of impressions that I get from each hymn. I am as determined as anything to do it.